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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

December is always a month that has lots of celebrations, but to me it is just another month where u just hope the next year can come faster than it seems to be... People always celebrate Christmas during this period of time and to me, Christmas is always the most loneliest season of all... always hope can celebrate with my love ones, but always never have a chance to... Just hate the feeling of going town and see those couples walking hand in hand... it's not those kind of jealousy...but a kind of "why people have I dun have" feelings... so hard to explain also...

Well...this coming Christmas is definitely better than the last one, cause the last one I was still in the ns, having another 10 more months to go. Now, at least I have a job and studies to take care of... much better really~

Have been thinking alot lately... what I want and my plans... it's not easy going thru this stages of life... I`m neither teenager nor adult... very confusing... but for now I`ll choose something that is important...

Arrgghhh can I exchange Christmas for Chinese new year? lol......